The crazy busy life that goes on in the cafe Zupas, is always loud, and super busy there is never a dull moment. There are over a hundred conversations going on all at once.
Today though the sun is shining and the day is good. What more could you want? It is the perfect day to go for a walk and maybe play in the park. Today the possibilities are endless. There is so much you can do.
I think that later we will go to the park and take a walk maybe go down a few slides, who knows. I am so excited for summer to come because as Quinn is walking slowly but surely, yes walking he is taking about ten steps every time and more and more he walks with out the help of Justin or I. It is so crazy to think that he in the next few weeks he will be walking so very well I am going to have to try to keep up.
I know that as he starts to walk that everything will have to be baby proofed to the max because, it is not when they are making noise that you have to be worried about, it is when you can no longer hear them that you have to worry. This has been proven to be so true, I will be cleaning or putting something away in one room and i will hear him. But as soon as I no longer hear him I automatically will go to see what is happening and surly enough he is getting in to something that he should not be getting into.
Regardless I love that little booger to death. He is my world and I am just so happy that I have Justin to share this amazing thing called parenting with.
Before I met Justin I will admit it. I would say I am not having Children till I am like forty. But as you can see that did not happen as I would have liked,But I do not regret anything because i have a wonderful handsome big baby boy. But ever since I had Quinn that all changed and I find my self wanting another, because I have a little Justin but i want a little me. But we are going to wait on that. But having a child changes your heart. It changes it for the better, anyone who has had children will understand, that no matter what it is the most amazing thing in this world. To get to see them learn things, like rolling over, holding their head up, to crawling like an army man, to crawling on their knees and hands, to pulling their selves up to everything, to starting to walk. Getting to watch him grow and learn shapes and how to stack blocks, is one of the greatest experiences in the world.
I would not change my life for anything in the world, I would make all the decisions I made over again but maybe be a little smarter with some of the things I have done. But i know that i was supposed to have Quinn, maybe not the way he had first come about through the sins of Justin and I. But that sin Turned into the biggest little cutest blessing I could have ever imagined and I am excited to tell that story of how you can turn a mistake into a amazing blessing by trusting God and making the best of any situation.
Nevertheless, you can make anything into a wonderful blessing, you have to choose to find the good in things. Because you can take a bad situation and make it worse or you can choose to make a bad situation great with Gods help you can go and do anything. I love the life that I have right now and I am please to say that I would not have it any other way.
-I would like to say thank you to all of those who have been taking the time to read my blog, and rants. I am really enjoying writing like this and am glad that I get to share with my friends and family.
Wednesday, February 26, 2014
Tuesday, February 25, 2014
Today I Celebrate My Other Halfs Birthday!!!!
Today is a day to celebrate the birth of a man that stole my heart! A man who is a great Father to his Son, a great friend to those who need a friend, and to those who just need advice. He is wise beyond his age, some say his soul is that of an old man. I love him more then he knows.
We have been married now for one year and three months but we are coming up on knowing each other for two years now!! Although I love him more then anything, we have our ups and downs like normal married couples but it is the love we share for Jesus Christ that keeps us fighting through the trials and tribulations that come with marriage. All the insecurities and the childish remarks that make things difficult. But if i could go back to the day that we got married i would do it all over again, i would choose you every time Justin Warenski, because i love you everyday more and more.
I know that i can be hard to deal with, and hard to love at times but its the fact that you keep choosing to love me unconditional through it all. We both know at times loving each other is hard just because of the fact that our personalities and the human nature in us wants to not be loving.
I love the way you are sarcastic and funny, how you can make me smile when i am grumpy. How you make Quinn smile often and how you play with him. How you let me go have some me time with out Quinn and you take care of him. I am thankful that you work and provide for us so that i can stay home and take care of Quinn. I am so thankful for everything you do to provide for us no matter the cost. You are such an amazing man and I am just so happy that you are mine and that i get to love you now till forever!!
You may not know this but, because of you I continue to strive to be better then I just was. You have shown me a way to live that honors God, and a way to live that helps those in need and shows grace and love to those who need it. To help anyone who needs help and not turn them away. Because of you I have grown closer to God our Hevenly Father. I am so proud to point at you and say that man right there is my husband, my friend, and an Awesome Man Of GOD!!!
I know in my heart and my soul that we are going to be together for a long time no matter what comes our way, we will get through it because of our love for Jesus Christ and each other he will help us through anything.
I know that you strongly dislike celebrating your birthday, but I think that i deserve to celebrate the man who stole my heart and all my love(well besides Quinn who has my love as well), but you should be celebrated by those who love you the most. So to you I say HAPPY 26TH BIRTHDAY JUSTIN WARENSKI!!!!
So I pray that God Continues to Bless you and that your faith in him continues to grow immensely, and that we continue to grow together and become one!!
I love you so so so so so so so much you have no idea. Thank you for continuing to stick with my craziness and what not!!
We have been married now for one year and three months but we are coming up on knowing each other for two years now!! Although I love him more then anything, we have our ups and downs like normal married couples but it is the love we share for Jesus Christ that keeps us fighting through the trials and tribulations that come with marriage. All the insecurities and the childish remarks that make things difficult. But if i could go back to the day that we got married i would do it all over again, i would choose you every time Justin Warenski, because i love you everyday more and more.
I know that i can be hard to deal with, and hard to love at times but its the fact that you keep choosing to love me unconditional through it all. We both know at times loving each other is hard just because of the fact that our personalities and the human nature in us wants to not be loving.
I love the way you are sarcastic and funny, how you can make me smile when i am grumpy. How you make Quinn smile often and how you play with him. How you let me go have some me time with out Quinn and you take care of him. I am thankful that you work and provide for us so that i can stay home and take care of Quinn. I am so thankful for everything you do to provide for us no matter the cost. You are such an amazing man and I am just so happy that you are mine and that i get to love you now till forever!!
You may not know this but, because of you I continue to strive to be better then I just was. You have shown me a way to live that honors God, and a way to live that helps those in need and shows grace and love to those who need it. To help anyone who needs help and not turn them away. Because of you I have grown closer to God our Hevenly Father. I am so proud to point at you and say that man right there is my husband, my friend, and an Awesome Man Of GOD!!!
I know in my heart and my soul that we are going to be together for a long time no matter what comes our way, we will get through it because of our love for Jesus Christ and each other he will help us through anything.
I know that you strongly dislike celebrating your birthday, but I think that i deserve to celebrate the man who stole my heart and all my love(well besides Quinn who has my love as well), but you should be celebrated by those who love you the most. So to you I say HAPPY 26TH BIRTHDAY JUSTIN WARENSKI!!!!
So I pray that God Continues to Bless you and that your faith in him continues to grow immensely, and that we continue to grow together and become one!!
I love you so so so so so so so much you have no idea. Thank you for continuing to stick with my craziness and what not!!
Friday, February 21, 2014
A look into the LIfe of a Parent!
Today is the first time that I am branching out and sharing my thoughts. Two days ago I witnessed something incredible. I had the chance of seeing my eleven month old son figure out what stairs were.
He had only a few times encountered the stairs but this time was different, he was determined and had two of his biggest cheerleaders cheering him on. So with the determination to make it to the top of the stairs, he was not sure at first, but with a little push and help from me his mom. He started his trek up the steep stairs.
At first he was slow but the second and third time around he had them down like it was a second nature to him. He has many more things that I will be able to help him with. Such as him walking, he is almost there. He just needs to build up his confidence a little bit, because he is trying to take steps from the couch a lot and I could not be more proud of him.
It is not all happy and joyous every second of the day. There are times where he can be a little hard to take care of, but the smile he gives makes the days he is hard to handle all the more worth it. Sometimes I feel as though I am doing a horrible job at parenting him and I am failing miserably, but then I see him learn something as simple as crawling up the stairs and I know that I am not failing.
This is 100% my first go around at being a parent, I have seen what not to do at raising children and I am still learning the right way to this whole parenting thing. I know that if I put my trust and faith in my savior Jesus Christ, then I can do things the right way.
I know that no one person is perfect and I understand that we all fail at times, but it is in those times that we fail that we see our character and we see how far we can go. Jesus was the only person who was ultimately Perfect in everyway.
We are born sinful, you can see it in the way a child defies their parent. Whether it is getting clothes on to go to bed, to not wanting to eat what was made for dinner. Sin is in our DNA and the only way we can break free from the chains of sin is through Jesus Christ and through our faith in God and Jesus.
Ultimately, the best thing I have come to notice about parenting is the smile of your child and how happy they get when you play with them or just spend time with them. Sometimes you have to take a break though, even if you do not want to you need to, because if you do not then you could end up hurting your child and you would feel horrible about it.
So to wrap up my very first blog, I know it is all over the place but oh well. I am pleased with how my thoughts can out, Thanks for reading.
He had only a few times encountered the stairs but this time was different, he was determined and had two of his biggest cheerleaders cheering him on. So with the determination to make it to the top of the stairs, he was not sure at first, but with a little push and help from me his mom. He started his trek up the steep stairs.
At first he was slow but the second and third time around he had them down like it was a second nature to him. He has many more things that I will be able to help him with. Such as him walking, he is almost there. He just needs to build up his confidence a little bit, because he is trying to take steps from the couch a lot and I could not be more proud of him.
It is not all happy and joyous every second of the day. There are times where he can be a little hard to take care of, but the smile he gives makes the days he is hard to handle all the more worth it. Sometimes I feel as though I am doing a horrible job at parenting him and I am failing miserably, but then I see him learn something as simple as crawling up the stairs and I know that I am not failing.
This is 100% my first go around at being a parent, I have seen what not to do at raising children and I am still learning the right way to this whole parenting thing. I know that if I put my trust and faith in my savior Jesus Christ, then I can do things the right way.
I know that no one person is perfect and I understand that we all fail at times, but it is in those times that we fail that we see our character and we see how far we can go. Jesus was the only person who was ultimately Perfect in everyway.
We are born sinful, you can see it in the way a child defies their parent. Whether it is getting clothes on to go to bed, to not wanting to eat what was made for dinner. Sin is in our DNA and the only way we can break free from the chains of sin is through Jesus Christ and through our faith in God and Jesus.
Ultimately, the best thing I have come to notice about parenting is the smile of your child and how happy they get when you play with them or just spend time with them. Sometimes you have to take a break though, even if you do not want to you need to, because if you do not then you could end up hurting your child and you would feel horrible about it.
So to wrap up my very first blog, I know it is all over the place but oh well. I am pleased with how my thoughts can out, Thanks for reading.
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